....missing

i miss the teen vogue fashion university weekend, i had a great great time. networking and meeting such beautiful people from design schools and from al over the globe, juicy parties and the the semi-boring seminars. i miss you all =***(

i miss being in new york city sleeping in a expensive hotel with no breakfast or microwave and loud ass hispanics playing music and putting there drunk ass behaviors on blast in the midnight hours, shaking my head at the rust on the toilets, $360 a night really holiday inn, NYC huh?

i miss feeling like i was going to a go see finding model scouts because the 4 Times Square building was ridiculously crowed filled with competitive edge when we came back from lunch break and everybody couldn't wait to see Thakoon.

i miss bianca, the girl from mexico who blew kisses when we were in the hallway brought marc jacob bags from saks and dresses from topshop with monster faces, oh and can't forget the amazing heels that made her about 5'9....and Saray the girl from Israel who is israelite who is beautiful who has chanel perfume, lipgloss, and a bag.

i miss the guy in the Hudson Theatre threatening to kick us girls out because we had lunch on the carpet, and he said we were blocking the door way when we weren't even, he was too attractive to be so rude...uggghh

i miss bonding with my auntie and laughing hard and asking endless directions, spending our monies on food. My aunt screaming CHECK because some girl was talking loudly about goats and junk, she was from the Bronx and she ranted about how she hated the city and doesn't want to come back.

i miss feeling like a mother fuckng NEWYORKER walking fast and junk.

i miss walking back to the hotel at night in the rain while having a feeling some guy was following me because he was behind me forever and then i went in the nail shop to ask if they did wild crazy nails and when i came back out he was there pretending like he was doing something, but i still felt safe in the city.

i miss NEW YORK, i will make it there

Empire State of Mind (feat. Alicia Keys) - Jay-Z

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

...enjoy your 24 hours being witches cats(MEOW) sex bunnies vaginas wilma flitstone marge simpsons hannah montannas, enjoy your night and do something crazy like offer a hot guy a hug and if he says "NO YOUR A CREEP" go and offer the other hot guy a hug because maybe the first hot guy wasn't so hot anyway your vision was just a bit blurred. <3.......and ladies being a hoochie mama tonight shouldn't be shameful so don't let yourself play yourself and have fun in your skanky gear and fishnets.

i got teen vogue fashion u pictures, and when i figure out how to post multiple pictures on my photobucket then i will post 50 of those suckers and all the amazing details about the city and the beautiful people.





i have a feeling i need these in my life taking up mad spac in my room e, that suddenly became attrative, i think its the leather i hate though patent love is love love lillies and pie.



these are the bomb reminds me of sugar free bumblegum.

Hallween, NYC & erythang

yo yo yiggity yo
so yesterday was halloween..and my halloween was spoiled because stupid fucking idots of baltimore city and their drug related, bitch-assness related, gang related people had this little gang initiation (yeah didn't spell it right) so they had to kill 31 women to get in the gang on some other wack ass foreign bullshit and they were only targeting women. so my halloween was rotten yadda yadda i sat home ate food watched tyra got prepared for my trip to the nyc the citayyyy, i wasn't much excited because matisyahu & flobots were in Baltimore tonight @ rams head and i really wanted to go but i had alread paid my money to go to manhattan, yadda i've been to new york before but i never been to the citaaaaay time SQUARE and crap. Since my halloween which i was so excited for was spoiled and moldy [i was going to be a slutty bunny rabbit too] i decided to put on my pink wig because i love pink hair and people always yapp about new york being so acceptive of styles global, hobos, blah. I went with a church as soon as i got on the coach bus hooker and hoes were amazed really they were i never got a compliment because maybe they thought it was a sin [ pink hair rawwwwrrrrr] but they stared and laughed yadda. i wanna catch a train shit it was a long four and the half hour ride and we didn't even go to the city right away we went to some shitty little flea market where all the men were sweet talkers and told us how beautiful and sexy we were [Cassie & i]
some guys name sanchez: OMG! you girls are so beautiful, wow your from baltimore your so nice. girls in new york can't top you baby ooh buy a ring its only a dollar, mmm i going to baltimore to get a sexy women like yall, i have no girlfriend i'm loney can i move to baltimore with you?????

WTF? Part 1

Then when me and Cassie goes to the atm this hispanic guy selling baby clothes says "Halloween was yesterday" i imeadately say "lets fight" i was joking but i really wanted to kick his ass because he was too out spoken and kinda rude even though it was funny...i would expect that in baltimore but in a more under the breath kind of way not all out and about and loud and proud biotch you dead wrong
he goes on and on about how he is joking and then his friend tries to holla crispy chocolate kinda of fella not good looking, i say i got a boyfrind knowing darn well i haven't had a boyfriend in over a year i didn't want to hurt the poor guy feelings plus his wackness was yuck.

WTF? Part 2,3,4, etc

HALLOWEN,HALLOWEEN, HALLIOWEN
never heard that word so many times in my life
i got "Happy Haloween" "Ohhhh Hallowen" "Wow Halloween" and the favorite "Halloween was yesterday" we use to say that when we were kids to crack a joke but these grown ass men and women young adults were on the grind to let me know how yesterday was halloween.

i had madd fun

my sister left me and didn't explore with me she was being happy with her lover and when she is happy i'm happy. i got a angry shout from a old crusty guy saying "Halloween was yesterday" didn't even know where that came from he was lost in the new york city crowd, rappers were on their grind, Cassie got a lot of compliments where i just got Halloween comments, some guy at burger king talked up a stormed about Barack Obama his mothers white stomach and Africans and he ask me was my pink hair real i replied yes and what kind of afro american was i, i told him i was asian. He starts talking about chinatown. and asked for my autograph. Gave this homeless guy a dollar probaly buys a drink..madd guys were selling comedy show tickets and i spoke to two sexy white guys. The isreal lites or muslims i'm not sure was out and about preaching in time square and some sexy jalopeno was objecting their comments and they also had signs thet said "AMERICA WILL BE DSETROYED" heeeheeee! =) my back was hurting like shit and i'm a new yorker your digging





they were niceeeeeee!



cass & i


i <3 New YORK peaceeeeeee

MADD LOVE TO KESH NEWEST BLOG OF TODAY ABOUT THE WOMEN CALLING HER A CUNT..lol funny <3