thieving is all fucked up.

stealing from me should be restricted and erased from anyone's state of mind immeadiately, those tendencies shouldn't ever exist in human brain cells not even animals, it's not fair and it's ridiculous, why me? i don't steal, i have stole in my demon years in sixth grade and under i use to be a stealing machine. shoes, cloths, food, albums, walmart, dollar stores it didn't matter to me i was a thief and if i suffer or be punished (karma is a biotch) because i been a thief before then i deserve it i accept it but i can't accept that my friend of 2 and a half years would steal a pair of glasses from me when she gives so much and thats all she had to do was ask and i would have possibly let her borrow them or took the lenses out of a pair of pink shades that i have and didn't want. and solved her urgent crave for glasses with pink frames.












my thieving ass friend with the glasses on... yes i'm angry

(this is the message i sent her on myspace, she didn't read it yet but i can predict the response cursing me and shit..but whatever i rather express my feelings about the issue instead of being grudgy holding them (grudges) for a damn lifetime letting it slide like its absolutely minor and i did really love those glasses too..call me selfish and a bad friend i don't care call me dramatic and a shit starter which i'm not i still don't care ...i really fully wanted to get my point across)


.....tasha i absolutely don't know what criminal shit behavior you picked up since you been in that facility you where in..but its so hard to believe that you would steal from me (neon pink glasses) especially at the amount of stuff you given me and taught me how to do creatively. i know how you can perform bad friendship for an example in freshman year when you claimed to be (shannon) "bestfriend" but sat in class and talked about her meeting all those dudes on myspace to us when that clearly was none of our business. one thing i can brag about myself is that i don't steal from stores or people etc. and once again it so hard to believe that you would steal from me and people who steal from me can not be my friends or be around me not that i'm some chunk of perfection who never did no wrong but its just something i can't do being around a thief afraid that shit can get missing. that Monday when you left from my house i noticed the glasses were missing..yes those glasses were only $10 but its the principle and i know your gonna deny it and call me crazy but i'm not stupid. i look everywhere for those glasses that i loved and the first thing i thought was tash had those glasses on all day and then when she left she hid that bird necklace put it backwards even though i'm not sure that it was intentional and then my glasses comes up missing...wow but tash couldn't possibly do that...she gives not steal so i'm looked everywhere rearanged and strictly cleaned my room and i know because i love all my shades and glasses and i know how they can easily get broken i put them in my glasses drawer or the container on my dresser but you posting myspace pictures is quite bold but anyways i'm done....you can call me a "bitch" or "liar" i understand your fustration you didn't know i would peep it out and send you a long angry diassapointed message especially when i'm a nice person who always values friendship

*this is nothing i couldn't do through telephone i have a right to be hurt and confused about such a small situation including some very cheap glasses that i probaly would have lost of broke in a few months or even given away but its the principle thats matters. i'm done

peace.


i guess i can post the message response later. and no i'm not motivated by the dolla.

Hallween, NYC & erythang

yo yo yiggity yo
so yesterday was halloween..and my halloween was spoiled because stupid fucking idots of baltimore city and their drug related, bitch-assness related, gang related people had this little gang initiation (yeah didn't spell it right) so they had to kill 31 women to get in the gang on some other wack ass foreign bullshit and they were only targeting women. so my halloween was rotten yadda yadda i sat home ate food watched tyra got prepared for my trip to the nyc the citayyyy, i wasn't much excited because matisyahu & flobots were in Baltimore tonight @ rams head and i really wanted to go but i had alread paid my money to go to manhattan, yadda i've been to new york before but i never been to the citaaaaay time SQUARE and crap. Since my halloween which i was so excited for was spoiled and moldy [i was going to be a slutty bunny rabbit too] i decided to put on my pink wig because i love pink hair and people always yapp about new york being so acceptive of styles global, hobos, blah. I went with a church as soon as i got on the coach bus hooker and hoes were amazed really they were i never got a compliment because maybe they thought it was a sin [ pink hair rawwwwrrrrr] but they stared and laughed yadda. i wanna catch a train shit it was a long four and the half hour ride and we didn't even go to the city right away we went to some shitty little flea market where all the men were sweet talkers and told us how beautiful and sexy we were [Cassie & i]
some guys name sanchez: OMG! you girls are so beautiful, wow your from baltimore your so nice. girls in new york can't top you baby ooh buy a ring its only a dollar, mmm i going to baltimore to get a sexy women like yall, i have no girlfriend i'm loney can i move to baltimore with you?????

WTF? Part 1

Then when me and Cassie goes to the atm this hispanic guy selling baby clothes says "Halloween was yesterday" i imeadately say "lets fight" i was joking but i really wanted to kick his ass because he was too out spoken and kinda rude even though it was funny...i would expect that in baltimore but in a more under the breath kind of way not all out and about and loud and proud biotch you dead wrong
he goes on and on about how he is joking and then his friend tries to holla crispy chocolate kinda of fella not good looking, i say i got a boyfrind knowing darn well i haven't had a boyfriend in over a year i didn't want to hurt the poor guy feelings plus his wackness was yuck.

WTF? Part 2,3,4, etc

HALLOWEN,HALLOWEEN, HALLIOWEN
never heard that word so many times in my life
i got "Happy Haloween" "Ohhhh Hallowen" "Wow Halloween" and the favorite "Halloween was yesterday" we use to say that when we were kids to crack a joke but these grown ass men and women young adults were on the grind to let me know how yesterday was halloween.

i had madd fun

my sister left me and didn't explore with me she was being happy with her lover and when she is happy i'm happy. i got a angry shout from a old crusty guy saying "Halloween was yesterday" didn't even know where that came from he was lost in the new york city crowd, rappers were on their grind, Cassie got a lot of compliments where i just got Halloween comments, some guy at burger king talked up a stormed about Barack Obama his mothers white stomach and Africans and he ask me was my pink hair real i replied yes and what kind of afro american was i, i told him i was asian. He starts talking about chinatown. and asked for my autograph. Gave this homeless guy a dollar probaly buys a drink..madd guys were selling comedy show tickets and i spoke to two sexy white guys. The isreal lites or muslims i'm not sure was out and about preaching in time square and some sexy jalopeno was objecting their comments and they also had signs thet said "AMERICA WILL BE DSETROYED" heeeheeee! =) my back was hurting like shit and i'm a new yorker your digging





they were niceeeeeee!



cass & i


i <3 New YORK peaceeeeeee

MADD LOVE TO KESH NEWEST BLOG OF TODAY ABOUT THE WOMEN CALLING HER A CUNT..lol funny <3